viernes, 18 de enero de 2013

to love or not to love

It's been so long since my last post. when i started i was a sophomore in school and now i'm 18 years old and i'm a senior.

i've enjoyed my life. i spent time with my family, with my friends, etc.

there is something i've not being capable of, and it's love.... i wish i could find the perfect guy. i don't look for the perfect guy, i look for the one who makes me laugh, the one who makes me behave as i really am, the one who shares everything with me.

is it hard for me to find that guy?... NO! i already find him, his in my class, he's like from the popular guys. he's tall (i'm short), he has a great smile, he walks with such a posture, he looks so good on a suit, he's the one i like, he's the one i deserve. the bad thing is we don't talk, he barely knows who i am, he my contraire like: he's popular, i'm a wallflower; he says white, i say black; he's tall, i'm short; he's a prepboy, i'm a prepgirl.

he look up for junior girls, and i'm a senior.
he helps people in need, i can barely help my mother in the kitchen.
he is cool, i'm almost a nerd.
he looks at me and then nothing, i look at him and then i die.

maybe sooner or later i'll find my prince, i'll find my only man, i'll find the father of my kids. i wish i'll post more frecuently, i really wish. for now i only need to say... good look finding mr. perfect.

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